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Angel: the Series / Buffy the Vampire Slayer | Bleach | Crossovers | Marvel Cinematic Universe | Original Works | Star Wars Sequel Trilogy

Dear author,
 
Thank you so much for writing for me! I love every fandom, character and ship I've requested and will be unreservedly thrilled to match on any of them. 
 
Other than my handful of DNWs, I'm open to anything. I've written some prompts to get the ball rolling, but I'm honestly not married to anything and am totally happy for you to use as much or as little as you like: adapt or subvert or branch off with any of my ideas, or scrap them and use your own. Go where your heart tells you to go, and please feel free to include past/background ships, opt-in kinks, unhappy endings if that's how you roll - seriously, go wild!
 
I love, love, love my smut to come with feelings. They don't have to be happy or romantic feelings: I'm into angsty smut, angry smut, bleak and hopeless smut, or confusing emotionally stunted smut where the participants have (convinced themselves they've) left their feeling as the door and are just in it for the orgasms. 
 
AU-wise, anything on my AU likes list is blanket welcome, and I've included some specific AU prompts in the relevant fandom sections. 
 
If you're looking for me elsewhere, I'm on ao3 and occasionally tumblr.
 
Thanks so much again, and happy writing!
 
 
Note on letter organisation: For each fandom (or set of ships + freeforms), I've started with a short blurb for each ship. Most of these are copied from past letters, so please cheerfully disregard anything that's plottier and less smutty than you'd like. I've then listed all my freeforms for that set along with any general thoughts I have about each kink, which apply to any ship in the set. This is all just in case you'd like the extra inspiration and probably OTT, since the freeforms tend to speak for themselves. Please feel welcome to reach out through the mod if I've made anything confusing!
 
 
 
Do Not Want
- underage smut (<18 - ageing up or tactful handwaving is fine)
- parent-child incest
- extreme gore, graphic internal/organ damage
- genital bleeding, cutting or tearing (but pain, bruising and feeling like something might tear are welcome)
- unrequested AUs (including trope AUs: please no a/b/o, soulmates etc)
- pure fluff
- scat, emetophilia, vore, bestiality, lactation kink
- graphic depictions of needles, injections, transfusions or blood-drinking
- issuefic, ship bashing
- non-canon permadeath of requested characters (but resurrection, ghosts, undeadness etc are all fine).
 
 
 
GENERAL LIKES
 
General smut likes
- desperately wanting something you think you'll never get (and then getting it and being overwhelmed by gratitude and disbelief)
- desperately wanting something you shouldn't want and are deeply ashamed of (and then submitting anyway while feeling blissed out and horribly conflicted)
- wanting to perform well / draw it out / stay stoic but you can't because it feels too good
- not knowing how to handle emotions and intimacy, so using sex as an intense (but ultimately inadequate) substitute
- character-driven smut
- orgasm delay/denial, sexual frustration, begging
- coming too quickly, loss of control, getting overwhelmed
- crying after sex
- rough sex, hate sex, power imbalances
- humiliation, verbal insults, gendered slurs
- frottage, dry humping, clothed sex
- sex pollen, aphrodisiacs, drugged sex, fuck-or-die
- different erogenous zones, being sensitive in non-genital places
- anal sex (het or slash), double or multiple penetration
- sounding, watersports, forced wetting
- public use, gangbangs
- loss of virginity, inexperience, clumsy sex
- praise kink
- scar worship
- uncomfortable, consensual-but-unpleasant type sex
- under-negotiated kinks
- noncon/dubcon, all levels of consent fuckery.
 
 
Story likes
- anything with a strong character focus
- characters who are flawed and abrasive and challenging to love
- worldbuilding, incidental details
- difficult or dysfunctional relationships
- dark/gritty/moody aesthetics
- romantic tension, unrequited feelings, love triangles
- ensemble casts, background characters
- outsider or observer POVs
- banter, snark, gallows humour
- descriptions of food, characters eating or sharing food, food as comfort
- military kink: uniforms, weapons, 'sir' (including and especially to address women)
- enemies to lovers
- stranded together, huddling for warmth
- harsh environments, survival/adventure stories
- redemption arcs (or failed redemption arcs)
- subversions, pastiches, crack treated seriously
- first times (sexual or non-sexual).
 
 
Darker likes
- creepy, uncomfortable, 'something's off here' vibes
- 'ugly' mental illness: violence, paranoia, warped thinking
- grey morality, antiheroes
- villain-centred morality
- coercion, blackmail, abuse of power
- victim-blaming
- mind rape, violation, psychological torture
- imprisonment
- physical or sexual torture.
 
 
AU likes
- canon-divergent AUs, especially when the change is to an on-screen canon event
- 'for want of a nail' AUs exploring the flow-on effects of a single small change
- bad guys win, good guys turn bad, good guys were really bad all along
- mirrorverse, including verse crossovers where characters get sucked into each other's worlds
- always a girl, especially if it turns a ship into femslash
- these weirdly specific modern AUs: pornstars, figure skating, metal (or heavy alternative) bands, pro gaming.
 
 
 
 
 
I'm aware that my Faith ships are potentially awkward with my hi-I'm-Australian underage smut DNW. Sorry, author! I found conflicting sources on her actual birthdate, but I think it's canon-plausible for her to be slightly older than the Scooby Gang if you're setting a fic in season 2. So you don't need to make a big deal about ageing her up, just as long as you don't include anything that sets her at under 18.
 
I've watched all of BtVS and Angel and read Go Ask Malice, but I'm not across any of the comics canon. It's fine if you want to reference those events - just please bear in mind I'll be reading it as original material.
 
Ships
 
Faith Lehane/Lilah Morgan
Conniving older woman uses sex and/or love to control her volatile pet assassin, yes please. I love the way these two first meet, with Lilah's slick money-flashing offer and Faith's animalistic wildness. On a pure id level I would love to see what Lilah does to tame her. I'd also be really interested to see how their relationship might play out later in the series, once Faith has had time to cool her jets in prison and Lilah has, you know, died. 
 
 
Drusilla/Faith Lehane
Dru's obviously attracted to swaggering badasses in leather jackets, and Faith's better nature has plenty of ax-crazy mixed in with it. These two could bring out the glorious worst in each other.
 
- Drusilla takes in Faith as a new pet. Maybe she turns her or maybe she doesn't, but either way, she's very interested in this second slayer's violent tendencies and natural flair for cruelty.
- Faith hunts Drusilla, but when she goes for the killing blow, something holds her back.
- Behind Buffy's and everyone else's back, the two of them reach an understanding: no slaying, no turning, no treading on each other's turf. Except for when they meet to indulge their illicit, irresistible mutual attraction.
 
 
Faith Lehane/Willow Rosenberg
These two have a great shared history of going off the rails and trying to destroy the world. Maybe one of them reaches out to try and mend old rifts, to find common ground over the horrifying ways they acted out their trauma. Maybe the damage runs too deep and can only be solved by resentful hatesex. Or maybe an apocalypse forces them to work together like angry lesbian buddy cops! 
 
I also love the idea that same-sex romance might be something new to Faith. She's so worldly and jaded in every other way, whereas Willow - the naive, sheltered, prudish girl Faith knew from high school - is more grounded in her sexuality and experienced with other women.
 
 
Requested tags (Fic - Rape/Noncon or No Archive Warnings Apply)
 
Being Raped as Warrior/Military Training: To make her stronger. To punish her for training errors. To teach her how to better resist the brutality of their enemies, and prepare her for one day falling into captivity. For her own good, in any case. Does she hate the training and blame her rapist, or does she welcome the ordeal as a necessary, character-building evil?
 
Body Worship 
 
Both Believe They Are Manipulating Partner Into Sex: Characters who think they're in control when they're not. Characters who fancy themselves suave and clever and sexually sophisticated. Characters with uncomfortable attitudes towards consent. Characters who are too emotionally stunted to open themselves up to proper sexual intimacy, so instead they turn it into a self-serving power came. 
 
Clothed/Naked 
 
Degrading Praise: I especially love anything that reduces the victim to an object who's just there to please their rapist(s). Crudeness, dehumanisation and backhanded compliments.
 
Embarrassed about wanting to submit 
 
Experienced/Inexperienced 
 
Face Slapping 
 
First time with a woman: Or first time, period. I love this in a guilty dubconny way, where one character totally isn't into women but for some inexplicable reason can't bring herself to say no. Or where she very much does like women but hasn't yet actually been with one and is still coming to grips with her sexuality, with all the confusion and shame that entails.
 
Forced Exposure: Being partially or fully stripped and inspected in mortifyingly intimate places. The shame of being made vulnerable, and maybe the threat of an unwanted larger audience?
 
Forced Submission 
 
Forced to have sex for entertainment of third party 
 
Forced to live out darkest fantasy 
 
Forced to Wear Sex Toys under Clothes in Public: The discomfort of being stretched open around a dildo/butt plug all day, or the painfully niggling arousal of a vibrator set to just to low. Or or or a toy that the partner can control remotely, activating and deactivating its vibrate setting at will? I'm into the guilty shame of no one around me knows, the building frustration, and the helplessness of not being able to change the situation without giving the game away.
 
Orgasm Delay/Denial
 
Semi-Public Sex: I love the idea of a desperately aroused and ashamed character getting ravished at an inconvenient time by a partner who won't take no for an answer. Big turn-ons are reluctance, loss of control over the situation, and the fear of getting found out.
 
Taking out one's issues on partner during sex: Nasty, too-close-to-home dirty talk? Uncomfortable roleplay where a character is obviously standing in for someone else? Weird hangups? An unpredictable tendency to lash out partway through a sex scene that seemed to be going well?
 
Touch-Starved
 
Wooden Horse (BDSM device): The absolute helplessness of being in this position, the degrading shame of being spread and split open, the slow and agonising endurance of not knowing when you'll be allowed to dismount.
 
 
 
 
 
Ships
 
Kuchiki Byakuya/Kuchiki Rukia
The incest is a feature, not a bug! I'm here for shame and guilt and violated duty of care. I love how she looks up to him and how desperate she is for the tiniest scrap of his approval. I love the hidden depths of his affection for her, his cloying overprotectiveness and his tendency to use money and gifts as a substitute for intimacy. I love how easily it could all go wrong for both of them.
 
Is Rukia too stricken by guilt and gratitude to say no to anything her brother asks? Or is she hungry for his attention and willing to milk her resemblance to Hisana for all it's worth? How long does Byakuya resist the temptation of having his wife's sweet, subservient body double sleeping in the room right next to him? Do they compartmentalise the different aspects of their relationship, or are they siblings and lovers and military colleagues all at once?

Ship-specific DNW: Femdom, or any lasting subversion of their canon power dynamic. I like the idea of Rukia taking the lead in bed out of eagerness to please, or using her wiles to manipulate the situation to her advantage, but I'm not into seeing her humble or overpower Byakuya.
 
 
Requested tags (Fic - Rape/Noncon or No Archive Warnings Apply)
 
Accidentally Overhearing Masturbation
 
authority kink
 
Being Raped as Warrior/Military Training: To make her stronger. To punish her for training errors. To teach her how to better resist the brutality of their enemies, and prepare her for one day falling into captivity. For her own good, in any case. Does she hate the training and blame Byakuya, or does she welcome the ordeal as a necessary, character-building evil?
 
Both Partners Are Thinking of Somebody Else: The memories of Hisana and Kaien haunt their bedroom.
 
Character study through porn

Character Thinks They're Duty-Bound To Have Sex: Because how can Rukia say no to the man who took her in from nothing and gave her the world?
 
Dubious Consent
 
Dubious consent because loyal A will obey any order B gives them
 
Knowing it's Wrong But Doing it Anyway
 
Naked Female Clothed Male: I love how aloof and untouchable Byakuya is in canon, and this is one more great barrier to throw up between him and her.
 
Painful Sex to Please Partner
 
Praise Kink: Rukia will do anything to earn whatever little scraps of outward approval he'll throw her way.
 
Under desk/table blowjob while others are in the room and unaware
 
Unhealthy Power Dynamics
 
 
 
 
 
Ships
 
Faith Lehane (Buffy the Vampire Slayer)/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren (Star Wars ST)
I don't even care how it works, I just so badly want my two favourite sympathetic trashfire assholes to meet and get it on. They've got so much in common! Pre-redemption, they can bond over how wronged and unloved they feel and how this totally justifies their brutal violence towards other people, and how lucky they are to have their one creepy older-man mentor who nurtures their potential the way they deserve. Post-redemption, they can bare their souls to each other about guilt and remorse and the burden of power. Or if there's a timeline mismatch, and one of them has returned to the light while the other is still off the rails, they'd make glorious enemies who know exactly how to hit each other's buttons.
 
I'm a huge fan of virgin/inexperienced Kylo Ren headcanons, where for whatever reason (religious beliefs, self-esteem issues, time constraints) sex just hasn't factored much into his life. Faith, despite being younger, is a lot more experienced and adventurous on that front. Maybe she can introduce Kylo to the life-changing magic of getting his dick wet?
 
Qi'ra (Solo)/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren (Star Wars ST)
Qi'ra is a smart, ambitious survivor who's willing to use sex and intimacy to get what she wants. Kylo is a handy source of power and also a bottomless pit of easy-to-manipulate emotional needs. I'd love to see virgin Kylo with older woman Qi'ra, or maybe Qi'ra indulging her nurturing side with a younger and more energetic toyboy. Maybe she's using him to get to Snoke, or to keep the First Order out of her private cartel business. Or maybe she sees herself as a mentor figure of sorts, an early exponent of letting the past die and becoming who you were meant to be.
 
I'm heavily into the Oedipal potential here: is Kylo hyper-aware that he's fucking his dad's ex? Is Qi'ra nostalgic for Han? Does it bother either of them that she's old enough to be his mother? Please feel free to lean into the age gap and keep-it-in-the-family vibe as hard as you like.
 
Alternatively: redeemed (ish) Ben Solo walks away from the Order but isn't quite ready to join the Fight Against Evil. Working for Qi'ra is a decent morally grey option.
 
 
Requested tags (Fic - Rape/Noncon or No Archive Warnings Apply)
 
Accidental Stimulation 
 
Accidentally Overhearing Masturbation 
 
Awkward Sex: Because sex doesn't always have to be serious business! I love sexual slip-ups, clumsiness and failures. I enjoy reading about funny sex, bad sex, uncomfortable 'we don't know each other that well' sex and unpleasant 'I consented but I'm not sure this is working for me' sex.
 
Both Believe They Are Manipulating Partner Into Sex: Characters who think they're in control when they're not. Characters who fancy themselves suave and clever and sexually sophisticated. Characters with uncomfortable attitudes towards consent. Characters who are too emotionally stunted to open themselves up to proper sexual intimacy, so instead they turn it into a self-serving power came.
 
Coming In Pants: The perfect convergence of my kinks for shame, inexperience and sexual desperation. I love when a receiving character gets so aroused just from friction through clothing that they end up losing control (and feeling soiled and embarrassed afterwards). I especially love when the person who made them come is deeply, obnoxiously smug about it.
 
Embarrassed about wanting to submit 
 
Experienced/Inexperienced 
 
Huddling For Warmth: I love how this trope can override the personal boundaries of even the most stand-offish character. I relish lingering descriptions of the cold around them and how good the shared body heat feels in contrast. Even better if it leads to accidental arousal and furtive, needy, under-negotiated sex.
 
Neediness 
 
Orgasm Delay/Denial 
 
Premature Ejaculation: Super hot for the neediness, lack of (recent) experience, loss of control and the shame that follows. I'm always down for the premature ejaculator getting mocked/punished/teased about it afterwards.
 
Semi-Public Sex: Combined with Force weirdness? I love the idea of a desperately aroused and ashamed character getting ravished at an inconvenient time by a partner no one else can see. Big turn-ons are reluctance, loss of control over the situation, and the fear of getting found out.
 
Sexual Frustration: They want it so bad, but they (think they) can't have it. Feel free to be nice and give it to them in the end, or to leave them hanging forever.
 
Shame in Sexual Desires: 
 
Taking out one's issues on partner during sex: Nasty, too-close-to-home dirty talk? Uncomfortable roleplay where a character is obviously standing in for someone else? Weird hangups? An unpredictable tendency to lash out partway through a sex scene that seemed to be going well?
 
Touch-Starved 
 
Under desk/table blowjob while others are in the room and unaware 
 
Victims tries to say quiet while being raped semi-publicly in hope that no one notices: You know that thing I said about semi-public sex above? Just like that, but with bonus noncon and even more shame. I'd love the victim to be at least physically aroused - trying to conceal forced pleasure/orgasms is super hot.
 
Watersports - Peed On While Masturbating: I love this dirty, degrading and full of taboo. It's also one kink where I'm as much on board for discussion as actual practice, just for that extra shame-and-vulnerability factor of a character admitting that they want their partner to come piss on them.
 
Watersports - Watching Someone Piss: Consensual and non-consensual watching both welcome! Fixation on taboo and ugly mess, or on the intrusive intimacy of watching someone go about such a basic bodily function.
 
 
 
 
 
Ships
 
Gamora/Nebula
I found that scene in the second movie where Gamora had Nebula chained up deeply inspiring! I’d love any whumpy, angsty badwrong where they work out their family issues through some good old-fashioned hatesex. How does sex work for Nebula, after everything Thanos has done to her body? Can she still feel pleasure in that way? I’d also adore any sisterly(ish) hurt/comfort, or maybe something where Gamora takes pity and finally feeds Nebula a nice ripe yaro root.
 
I'm always down for ignoring Infinity War, but I'd also love to see Nebula's grief and vengeful rage in a post-snap world.
 
 
Mantis/Nebula
Mantis isn't exactly Nebula's idea of a 'proper' warrior, but her psychic skills are undeniably powerful and she has a knack for getting past other people's stoic bullshit to what's really going on inside their heads. Maybe there's some telepathic hurt/comfort? Mantis's ability to work with people's feelings meets Nebula's bottomless well of trauma and rage?
 
Yes please to all the quirky dialogue, empathic whump and general xeno weirdness.
 
 
Requested tags (Fic - Rape/Noncon or No Archive Warnings Apply)
 
Being Raped as Warrior/Military Training: To make her stronger. To punish her for training errors. To teach her how to better resist the brutality of their enemies, and prepare her for one day falling into captivity. For her own good, in any case. Does she hate the training and blame her rapist, or does she welcome the ordeal as a necessary, character-building evil?
 
Body Worship 
 
Both Believe They Are Manipulating Partner Into Sex: Characters who think they're in control when they're not. Characters who fancy themselves suave and clever and sexually sophisticated. Characters with uncomfortable attitudes towards consent. Characters who are too emotionally stunted to open themselves up to proper sexual intimacy, so instead they turn it into a self-serving power came.
 
Clothed/Naked 
 
Degrading Praise: I especially love anything that reduces the victim to an object who's just there to please their rapist(s). Crudeness, dehumanisation and backhanded compliments.
 
Embarrassed about wanting to submit 
 
Experienced/Inexperienced 
 
Face Slapping 
 
First time with a woman: Or first time, period. I love this in a guilty dubconny way, where one character totally isn't into women but for some inexplicable reason can't bring herself to say no. Or where she very much does like women but hasn't yet actually been with one and is still coming to grips with her sexuality, with all the confusion and shame that entails.
 
Forced Exposure: Being partially or fully stripped and inspected in mortifyingly intimate places. The shame of being made vulnerable, and maybe the threat of an unwanted larger audience?
 
Forced Submission 
 
Forced to have sex for entertainment of third party 
 
Forced to live out darkest fantasy 
 
Forced to Wear Sex Toys under Clothes in Public: The discomfort of being stretched open around a dildo/butt plug all day, or the painfully niggling arousal of a vibrator set to just to low. Or or or a toy that the partner can control remotely, activating and deactivating its vibrate setting at will? I'm into the guilty shame of no one around me knows, the building frustration, and the helplessness of not being able to change the situation without giving the game away.
 
Orgasm Delay/Denial
 
Semi-Public Sex: I love the idea of a desperately aroused and ashamed character getting ravished at an inconvenient time by a partner who won't take no for an answer. Big turn-ons are reluctance, loss of control over the situation, and the fear of getting found out.
 
Taking out one's issues on partner during sex: Nasty, too-close-to-home dirty talk? Uncomfortable roleplay where a character is obviously standing in for someone else? Weird hangups? An unpredictable tendency to lash out partway through a sex scene that seemed to be going well?
 
Touch-Starved
 
Wooden Horse (BDSM device): The absolute helplessness of being in this position, the degrading shame of being spread and split open, the slow and agonising endurance of not knowing when you'll be allowed to dismount.
 

 
 
 
I guess this is the 'what do you mean it's not Nonconathon?' section of my letter. I've gone lighter on the prompts here, since the ship tags are really prompts in their own right. Basically I'd just love to receive something dark and cruel and kinky about a female victim getting thoroughly violated by one or multiple men.

Fandom-specific DNW: Female aggressors.
 
 
M/f:
Aspiring Christian Actress/Male Pornographers Who Lure Her Onto The Casting Couch
Female Jogger/Male Rapist
Female Shoplifter/Corrupt Male Mall Cop Who Blackmails Her For Sex
Groom/Unwilling Bride
Lecherous Taxi Driver/Drunk Girl without Panties
Predatory Male Commuter/Country Girl Visiting the City on a Crowded Train
 
 
Group M/f:
Original female character/Large group of men at a buck's night party
Surprised Young Wife/New Husband/Husband's Male Friends
Townsmen/Woman Sentenced to Public Use
Young Female Fitness Enthusiast/Horny Men at the Gym
 
 
Requested tags (Fic - Rape/Noncon)
 
Anal penetration as an act of dominance 
 
Blackmail/Sexual Coercion: There's something insanely hot about the idea of being forced to grit your teeth and “consent” to something you'd otherwise never dream of doing. Humiliation, helplessness and loss of control are massive draws. 
 
Double Penetration
 
Droit du Seigneur: The victim as a commodity is really, really hot here. Did she know all along what she was up for on her wedding night, or does it come as a traumatic shock? Does everyone else know what's going to happen? Is her husband forced/allowed to watch her involuntary deflowering?
 
Forced Prostitution
 
Forced To Choose Which Hole Gets Raped: Again, the whole forced “consent” thing is such a draw. Maybe the rapist(s) honour her choice, maybe they hang it over her head the whole way through, or maybe they make her beg for the preferred option and then go ahead and use all of her anyway.
 
Forced to strip naked in front of an audience: While they look on and jeer and shower her with degrading praise. Inspection, exposure, maybe some physical direction? Spread your legs, stick out your tits, turn around and bend over...
 
Gang Rape: Not to be all 'this is a numbers game', but...this is a numbers game. Stripped of all rights to her own body and made to take as many dicks as possible.
 
Het Anal: I love this to hurt. Extra heart-eyes when the victim has never done it before and is in shock about what's happening to her.
 
Naked Female Clothed Male 
 
Public Use: I'm into this very literally. I whole-heartedly welcome dirty talk about using the victim and explicitly offering them around as an object to make use of.
 
rape as punishment: Plus victim-blaming, forced confessions and angry, self-righteous rapist(s).
 
Rape as Torture
 
Raped In Every Hole: Consecutively or all at once. My biggest draw is the thoroughness of the violation, being used up completely with no part of her body left for her.
 
Reverse Gloryholes: Locked in a pen with her cunt/ass exposed and forced to take as many anonymous dicks as possible.
 
Sex as a Consequence of Losing a Bet: The transactional, teeth-gritting, victim-blaming element of this is deeply hot to me. Is the victim cursing herself as she takes it, wishing she'd made a different call? Is she resigned, or shocked - did she think the bet was only a joke?
 
Stocks and Pillory: Helplessness, public exposure and the inevitability that someone (or more than one someone) is going to take humiliating advantage of her predicament.
 
Victim doesn't enjoy it: To be clear, this tag does not mean 'DNW: victim actually does enjoy it'. I like every subgenre of noncon fic, from 'secretly wanted it' porn logic through to all-out degrading brutality where the victim hates every minute of their ordeal. But I've highlighted the latter end of the spectrum because I think a lot of people might hesitate to go there without confirmed recip interest. So this is my warm, enthusiastic confirmation: if making the victim suffer wretchedly is in your wheelhouse, please feel free to go full steam ahead!
 
Watersports - Pissed On To Humiliate 
 
Wooden Horse (BDSM device): The absolute helplessness of being in this position, the degrading shame of being spread and split open, the slow and agonising endurance of not knowing when you'll be allowed to dismount.
 
 
 
 
 
Shippy set
 
I call this the 'shippy' set to differentiate it from the much, much rapier second set below. But I've included the Rape/Noncon archive warning as well as No Archive Warnings Apply, so please feel free to take any of my prompts or freeforms in as dark and nasty a direction as you please. I also have no top/bottom preferences for any of these ships.
 
 
Solo: Ben Solo | Kylo Ren
My favourite flavour of Kylo Ren is evil but sympathetic: I love seeing him at his worst. I love seeing him make awful decisions, I love seeing him suffer for his mistakes, I love the tease of how he could do so much better but somehow doesn't. I love his inner conflict and his lack of self-control. I also love awkward, painful redemption stories where his battered conscience finally asserts itself and forces him face-to-face with the worst parts of his personality.

I'm a huge fan of virgin/inexperienced Kylo Ren headcanons, where for whatever reason (religious beliefs, self-esteem issues, time constraints) sex just hasn't factored much into his life. Sexual frustration, hangups, elaborate fantasies and weird fixations ensue.
 
 
Rey/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren (ST)
I'm here for absolutely any variation of Kylo and Rey having fraught, dangerous chemistry that overrules their better judgement - bright and hopeful, dark and hate-fueled or anywhere in between! They make such fantastic foils for each other, and their relationship is so ill-advised and yet so compelling.
 
I'm especially fond of any kind of Force bond weirdness. Bodyswap where they're forced to share more than just each other's thoughts? Force bond sex in a public place, with one of them desperately trying to pretend nothing untoward is going on? Force-fueled sex pollen or magic?
 
 
Ben Solo | Kylo Ren/Rose Tico (ST)
I'm really into the ethical clash between these two: Kylo with his love of power and his violent authoritarian leanings, Rose with her sense of justice and compassion for the underdog. I'd love to see the two of them build a relationship of some kind, either with Kylo in full First Order meltdown mode or redeemed Ben Solo cooperating with the Resistance afterwards.
 
- Kylo thinks Rose's morals are naive. She's too young and idealistic to correctly process the trauma of her upbringing and embrace totalitarianism as the natural solution to all the galaxy's problems.
- Redeemed, conflicted Ben needs someone to lean on as he sorts out what the hell he's doing in a post-Evil Meltdown world. Rose is there - to listen? To argue political philosophy? To smack him back into shape?
- Neither of them can stand each other, but somehow they keep ending up in bed when the beers and bad decisions come out.
- A stray plot device strands the two of them on a hostile planet where they're forced to work together for survival. 
 
 
Finn/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren
I love every flavour of this ship - commander and subordinate, enemies with benefits, post-redemption, anything. I'm fascinated by Finn's stormtrooper background and love any fic that sheds light on their shared FO history / common ground as defectors / intensely personal baggage as enemies. I'd also be super into a captive scenario in either direction: one of them is taken prisoner by the other, and airing of grievances / heartfelt argument / sadistic revenge ensues. 
 
 
Finn/Rey/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren (ST)
Banter. Love-hate. Competitive one-upmanship. I love how different and how alike these three are, how badly they've hurt each other and how much worse they still could. Does a freak incident force Finn and Rey to cooperate with their enemy? Does Ben Solo defect to the Resistance? Or maybe it's Finn who doesn't defect from the First Order, and Rey gets captured / turns dark and joins them / becomes an unlikely point of shared fixation that supersedes the wide gulf of rank between them?
 
 
Poe Dameron/Finn/Kylo Ren (ST)
I love the idea of Finn and Poe as an established couple, and Kylo (redeemed Ben Solo?) looking on with longing and self-loathing. Maybe they team up on purpose to seduce him. Maybe they're his reluctant orientation buddies after he surrenders and joins the Resistance, and they end up getting more involved than they mean to.
 
Alternatively: maybe Finn and Kylo have some FO-era history, and it's Poe who's on the outside pining to join them. Or maybe there's a tug-of-war between Kylo (who has known Finn for years, thank you) and Poe (who saved him from the First Order, thank you) with Finn caught awkwardly in the middle. Threesome, triangle, mutual ill-defined clusterfuck - I'm into whatever direction you take this.
 
 
Phasma/Rey (ST)
Phasma and Rey had similar nightmare childhoods that they've dealt with in totally opposing ways: Phasma has turned out ruthless and power-hungry, while Rey has escaped Jakku full of justice and compassion and the will to make the world a better place. I love this ship in all its dark and conflict-fueled glory, but I'd also melt for Rey showing Phasma some unexpected kindness. I love the vibe of corrupted, cynical darkside warrior and vibrant young optimist who can't help seeing the best in people.
 
- Forced to work together! A journey gone wrong ends with the two of them stranded in some hostile place together, huddling for warmth and sharing whatever food they can scrounge.
- Rey takes mercy on Phasma in the heat of battle.
- Phasma gets captured by the Resistance, and Rey takes charge of interrogating her.
- Rey gets captured by the First Order, and Phasma takes charge of interrogating her.
- Rey takes Kylo's offer and joins the First Order. How does Phasma, who totally survived the Supremacy thanks to reasons, feel about her new Supreme Leader?
 
 
Requested tags (Fic - Rape/Noncon or No Archive Warnings Apply)
 
Accidental Stimulation 
 
Accidentally Overhearing Masturbation 
 
Awkward Sex: Because sex doesn't always have to be serious business! I love sexual slip-ups, clumsiness and failures. I enjoy reading about funny sex, bad sex, uncomfortable 'we don't know each other that well' sex and unpleasant 'I consented but I'm not sure this is working for me' sex.
 
Both Believe They Are Manipulating Partner Into Sex: Characters who think they're in control when they're not. Characters who fancy themselves suave and clever and sexually sophisticated. Characters with uncomfortable attitudes towards consent. Characters who are too emotionally stunted to open themselves up to proper sexual intimacy, so instead they turn it into a self-serving power came.
 
Coming In Pants: The perfect convergence of my kinks for shame, inexperience and sexual desperation. I love when a receiving character gets so aroused just from friction through clothing that they end up losing control (and feeling soiled and embarrassed afterwards). I especially love when the person who made them come is deeply, obnoxiously smug about it.
 
Embarrassed about wanting to submit 
 
Experienced/Inexperienced 
 
Huddling For Warmth: I love how this trope can override the personal boundaries of even the most stand-offish character. I relish lingering descriptions of the cold around them and how good the shared body heat feels in contrast. Even better if it leads to accidental arousal and furtive, needy, under-negotiated sex.
 
Neediness 
 
Orgasm Delay/Denial 
 
Premature Ejaculation: Super hot for the neediness, lack of (recent) experience, loss of control and the shame that follows. I'm always down for the premature ejaculator getting mocked/punished/teased about it afterwards.
 
Semi-Public Sex: Combined with Force weirdness? I love the idea of a desperately aroused and ashamed character getting ravished at an inconvenient time by a partner no one else can see. Big turn-ons are reluctance, loss of control over the situation, and the fear of getting found out.
 
Sexual Frustration: They want it so bad, but they (think they) can't have it. Feel free to be nice and give it to them in the end, or to leave them hanging forever.
 
Shame in Sexual Desires: Characters being ashamed of their desires is the bulletproof kink that underlies an embarrassing majority of the other things I'm into. 
 
Taking out one's issues on partner during sex: Nasty, too-close-to-home dirty talk? Uncomfortable roleplay where a character is obviously standing in for someone else? Weird hangups? An unpredictable tendency to lash out partway through a sex scene that seemed to be going well?
 
Touch-Starved 
 
Under desk/table blowjob while others are in the room and unaware 
 
Victims tries to say quiet while being raped semi-publicly in hope that no one notices: You know that thing I said about semi-public sex above? Just like that, but with bonus noncon and even more shame. I'd love the victim to be at least physically aroused - trying to conceal forced pleasure/orgasms is super hot.
 
Watersports - Peed On While Masturbating: I love this dirty, degrading and full of taboo. It's also one kink where I'm as much on board for discussion as actual practice, just for that extra shame-and-vulnerability factor of a character admitting that they want their partner to come piss on them.
 
Watersports - Watching Someone Piss: Consensual and non-consensual watching both welcome! Fixation on taboo and ugly mess, or on the intrusive intimacy of watching someone go about such a basic bodily function.
 
 
 
First Order Trash Party set

Phasma/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren
Armitage Hux/Phasma/Kylo Ren (ST)
Here for this equally as a pairing or an OT3. But in either case, I prefer a dominant/aggressor Kylo.

All three of them are difficult, damaged people with competing professional agendas and very different views of what it means to be part of the First Order. I'd love a fic that explores the power struggles between them, and the clash between their need for human intimacy and their need to get one over each other at all times.
 
I'd be really into Phasma Doing What Must Be Done to secure her position. What does she think of Kylo (and Hux) - does she respect them as allies, or look down on them as sheltered brats who've been handed power they don't deserve? Does she grit her teeth when she takes them to bed? Is she using them, or are they using her?
 
 
Ben Solo | Kylo Ren/Resistance Members
Revenge rape? The Resistance captures Kylo Ren, and anger quickly boils over into the most brutal and degrading 'consequences' they can think of. Please feel free to include any and all named characters in the ensuing gangbang, or else have him roughed up by a cast of OCs.
 
As for Kylo: is he full of rage every moment of the ordeal, or is he defeated and broken and convinced he deserves what's happening to him? Did he surrender to the Resistance or did they bring him in kicking and screaming?

On the flipside, if you want to take this to a 'triumphant Kylo Ren and his harem of Resistance captives' place, I'm here for that as well!
 
 
Rey/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren
Rey/Snoke/Kylo Ren
Rey/Kylo Ren/Knights of Ren
Armitage Hux/Rey/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren (ST)
The ship so full of smut potential, I've requested it in all these configurations at once. Because when I said above that I was okay with Rey and Kylo going to a dark place, I really really meant it. 

For Rey/Kylo as a standalone ship, I'm equally interested in either of them as aggressor. For Rey/Kylo/anyone else, I'd prefer Rey to be the victim.
 
 
 
Requested tags (Fic - Rape/Noncon)
 
Anal penetration as an act of dominance 
 
Character(s) Wanted It But Not Like This: I love maximum amounts of angst, regret and attraction gone horribly, violently wrong. 
 
Degrading Praise: I especially love anything that reduces the victim to an object who's just there to please their rapist(s). Crudeness, dehumanisation and backhanded compliments.
 
Double Penetration
 
Forced Exposure: Being partially or fully stripped and inspected in mortifyingly intimate places. The shame of being made vulnerable, and maybe the threat of an unwanted larger audience?
 
Forced to strip naked in front of an audience: While they look on and jeer and shower her with degrading praise. Inspection, exposure, maybe some physical direction? Spread your legs, stick out your tits, turn around and bend over...
 
Gang Rape: Not to be all 'this is a numbers game', but...this is a numbers game. Stripped of all rights to their own body and made to take as many dicks as possible.
 
hunted with rape as penalty for getting caught: I'd love to see the victim's fear, and their self-blame and regret when the escape attempt fails.
 
In shackles and raped for days 
 
Public Humiliation 
 
Public Use: I'm into this very literally. I whole-heartedly welcome dirty talk about using the victim and explicitly offering them around as an object to make use of.
 
Rape as bonding activity for the rapists 
 
Raped In Every Hole: Consecutively or all at once. My biggest draw is the thoroughness of the violation, being used up completely with no part of her body left for her.
 
Victim Blaming 
 
Watersports - Pissed On To Humiliate
 
Watersports - Rapist pisses inside victim after coming: To make the degradation as complete as possible. Scorn and disgust for the victim now that they're all used up and sloppy. 
 

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